well, it's seems i have completly fucked up my life. joy. working on it, but hell, when grades come out i'll be suprised if i don't get smaked. ayame, don't blame yourself if i have been a bit... distant lately. i'm just trying to deal right now. and i feel like shit. shittyshit. i am feeling really crappy, and don't know. there is some major shit going through my head. im not really sure how to cope with it now, but i'll figure it out. somehow. i should probably tell mom and dads now. i got rid of all my manga, comics, and all my books that i got from chritmas and never got to read. i am attempting to quit fafiction cold turky. that is going